at the moment there are millions little thoughts that crowding my poorly, average size brain. i can see them crumpling, squeezing, punching, or might as well killing each other (i don’t care), trying to survive inside my tiny little brain.
I just don’t know what to do with them. they’re just too many, and too hostile to be kept inside. i can feel them brewing inside my head, somehow expanding, shaking, vibrating, just pushing each other to the edge (and i don’t know weather they’ll fall freely, like falling from a very high cliff, or they’ll get squeezed to death because my brain is a closed box. i don’t know, and i don’t care, and you shouldn’t care either)
when they’re not busy killing each other, they’re messing with each other. poking each other eye, burning each other ass, anything to get my attention and eliminating each other (unfortunately, it’s my attention they’re fighting for, lame? i feel you). Anyway, on their journey of surviving my hostile-little-brain they get killed, only the fittest will survive, much like the law of nature.
So what happen is I GET LOST OF TRACK with things. Things that are small, which develop into a weak thoughts and rarely got chance to grow big and get noticed by me. They aren’t exactly insignificant, they’re just weak, and i forget. I forget with those stupid little thoughts that, honestly i can tell you, important. Well, i’m just regretting what happened to them as they get muted because i stupidly ignored their existence. I let them get killed, i guess. I let myself forget.
ah well, i hate regrets anyway. so i wont idle along with this stupid thought. just a self-reminder that i need to be more organized and not killing my own minions of thoughts. let’s make a safe, cheerful work environment in my own brain ( do you hear that little minions of thought inside my brain? YOU GUYS NEED TO STOP KILLING EACH OTHER. just scoot over and give the weak one some space to grow big, ok?)
——hmm sorry if i sounded crazy. need to work on an assignment now, ciao.
